Everything is so illogical! I am just along for this ride. I can't help so many things! I think I am in control of so many things but I'm just not. Hahahaha!
There's an unlockable part of this body that will fix absolutely everything to the way it should work to its fullest potential. I just have to find it. It must be somewhere! I have to find it. I should try to close my eyes and look for it as often as possible.
I think to start with I'll begin by imagining how it would be to feel absolutely 100% healthy. The feeling of my skin, the feeling of the air on my body, the way my mind can look at everything unobstructed, the way I can control the growth of my own hair, every single aspect of the body being absolutely functioning to its highest. How do I get there? I have to try, because everything is so ridiculous! How did I get here?
